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So uh... hello again, that's your favorite user in the Moriya Shrine, and im here to tell you how i got into the Shrine! It will be a little bit... serious compared to other topics who i already did and didn't go well BUT that's not the point of it, I will gonna to tell you a long history on how it is hard to me on going into A discord server and having not a good moment... So no more talking around, let's start! 1.- HOW IT STARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE? One day where i was already a little casual touhou player i decided to go into my first Discord Touhou themed server, to share my stuff. I really like to talk with people in general, so that's why i like a lot seeing Forums. A friend invited me first into a Spanish 2hu server known as "Ideologia inversa" (Reverse Ideology) as far i remember, however it wasn't that good, i just... dont like how the people were like, and i wasn't adapting well into it; what's more, i was actually nerveous to go into a new server, nerves me so much that so many times I think im gonna have a bad time! But over all, I just... go away and search another server, maybe I have better luck? Adapting was definitively my weak point. So i was gonna to try harder! 2.- The new (and unexpected fail) start! When everything of this was happening, i need to talk the context of how i was felling at the time. In short, i decided to left my beloved Bomberman community for a unexpected time, i was not having a nice moment at it, i was also on the Lemmings Community for a short time, it was fine but i decided to left, because i was felling not good for long. And most importantly, IT WAS THE TERRIBLE 2022, the worst year i had so far and i was definitively no happy, terrible school, really bad in house problems, you get it. My only way i was happy is chating in the widest world of the Internet! So aprox. March of 2022 i have oficially entered into 2 Touhou servers, a spanish and an english one. The english one was Touhou Game Jams, and it was... well, if you are really into the shrine, i had already shared this story before in another topic! So check the A Jam experience, i thinking on returning on 2hu GameJams. in derivative works in the Forums. Now back to this, im here to talk about the Spanish one!, which I know more but not that much because i wan't forget it , but it was my chance to know more people who talk my same lenguage... Now here is were things start to get complicated, so after this line of sentence, everything will be a little... disappointment for me. I prefer not to mention the name of this server and the user who controled it, so for start i was starting to go into the same story as before... No get used to the users of the server, but i still was having faith, the guy had a really nice channel for streams, not the videos because it was just memes. But then the server got a raid, and they created another one, because of this, the user, the owner of this new server, GAVE ME ADMINISTRATION!, all because it promised me to do Fumos and a collaborative dinamic for this server, and it was gonna to be INCREDIBLE! I only remember the friends i finally got, and now i don't talk to them anymore, i still respect them. I also remember abusing my power on one single user because... it was spaming some shitty comments, i stoped to do that because some users started to hate me and decided to take it more calmly. Man i even remember now i did some stuff with that user, Like a pixel art of his OC. However all happiness was starting to collapse... I remember VERY WELL this, it was few days after my birthday, i got my PC back because my charger was broken (already say that on A Jam experience, i thinking on returning on 2hu GameJams.) I was a perfectly fine day eating the rests of the cake they did for my Birthday, and then one of the users of that server DM me, i check it out and... TO BE CONTI... Nah not felling good for doing this joke. NOW HERE IS THE HARSH PART. 3.- The time I definitebly lost my faith. I saw that video... The user i was following since March of 2022, was on a controversy outside Discord, in short. He was with a relationship with a girl, while she was already well aged, the user i was following me was at his 17 in that time, yep.... basically that. And he did some stupid things in twitter, and in that video i was in as an accomplice! Now, that last thing i said, make me the decision to secretly avoid him forever, Thanks to my help, the group of antis of that user Raid again the new server... that server that they promised me to be good... I... was... destroyed mentally. And there was my cruel reality IRL too. The group of antis which I was in, wanted to go more further, they want to DOX him... and here is were i decided to leave. At the same time, also leaved of Touhou Game Jam server, not only because the things i said in A Jam experience, i thinking on returning on 2hu GameJams. But also due this cruelty of all of the stuff i just already tell... So... I was back to my old home, The Bomberman community i was in, the reason i get into Discord in a first place... I call it... A falied attempt on going well into a Touhou community. .... 4.- Can Kochiya Sanae recover my faith? A day of September of 2023, a new year, so many changes in my life, i decided to go into another route, so after a long walk in the montains, i managed to fall into the Moriya Shrine, I just discovered that this place there was a Forum for some reason so, i got interested on it and.... Here i am! But then i just fell this place a little inactive, so i just saw that there was a Discord server, I was like... Oh the bad memories are coming back! So the future of this depends of my Bravery... and really know that this place is for everyone who like to chat like me! And not getting stuck on the old aged Forum format. I will take a decision if you awnser this question, Is the server GOOD? Can i be relevant in a way? (not that much but likeable person) No so many wierdos? (i mean, there is no way there is not at least some kind of people) Wish this can be awnsered. Wow you got into the final of the Reply!, Or just skipped all of this into the end, No matter what. I really aprecciate and thank you for reading all of this! This is my longest so far, so i really be thankful for the awnsers and reactions!

I took this topic out of my unconscious but I wanted to know what you guys think I already hate the original ones, but this are the worst to me I remember I used to watch one specific about girls and their moms wanting to win dance and music competitions, and it had some really heartbreaking and messed up moments. I guess that was my limit