that I don't find the Touhou games "boring" at all. Of course, I'm still very crappy at them even on easy.
Id noticed a pattern here that the people replying, or play on easy or just not play at all... im surely a noticer i guess, all of this while i beat my ass at Lunatic and die at stage 3 since thats were the game begins because stage 1 and 2 are filler.
it genuinely feels like magical fights between the different characters and it's unique and fun to me personally
I might be just a bitter bitch ass dumb 67iq midwit... but i just see them as shmups, games to master, games that need to be extreme but they just dont hit hard enough. The drug metaphor works well i guess, where you just start with like not so hard drugs to eventuallly rise the drugs into higher doses or just getting one that hit harder, you earn the ability to stand higher drugs and now the other ones just not hit; i really think this is my case. And really i always skip dialogue so i bother even less about that stuff xdxdxxdddxd.
I'm not someone who's ever played any bullet hell games besides Touhou
#noticing
But anyways, I've been "emotional" myself plenty of times before so I can somewhat sympathize with you in regards to you not feeling like anyone is really helping you, though regardless
Maybe i had expressed myself wrongly, or if youre correct, let me still add something to my case.
Im just really passiomate about these games, the genre, how is played and its desing, how hard and fun they are and can or could be, one day i wish to make a game myself that just hits all my sweet spots and needs as, not a single game is good enough and thats why i search for THAT game to appear. And i also just really, really like talking and rambling, i can just NOT do walltexts, is just not possible and specially if its from a topic i know and im invested on it. Even on other forums im doing walls of text, tiktok comments and discord. If im the mood i could explain in great detail what i lile about the routing amd stages from EoSD or any game i have just gotten further on it.
To conitnue this, yesterday, i hop om tiktok live to play Len'en, i played Len'en 1 white label (thats what i call 1.00 to 1.01 versions.) A Len'en fnf mod and a Len'en pc98 fangame while having Len'en Book of The Cafe on the bottom of the screen as a idle game. At hour twenty time mark i started playing EvEx again and just started glazing and talking about JynX game and stage desing, i was on Aoji and talking for 20 minutes on pause just about the game stages, black label changes, gameplay density, how its not a good scoring game and bla bla while Kurohebi and Hooka were cooking dishes.
I just really love talking.
I would advise you to think more about how what you're saying may be perceived by others.
I only really think i need to phrase myself better as english is not my first language, i can write decently and i can defend myself speaking but its still not the best. I just got annoying at how i got persive as this MU HURD GAME type of guy, like ive seen a lot of this pattern that if someone says a game its bad and talks about its gameplay and such is 1 or the 2.
1. They suck and theyre annoying.
2. Theyre so good theyre annoying.
Im not good at shmup im literally mid level of skill, my routing is good my execution is still bad. And its annoying that i got called the number two option, specially for again after seen the pattern #noticing.