nitorii
Lune et flamme, fières et belles
Hi.
So, I've been into touhou for roughly 3 years now, and I like and consume stuff around it quite frequently. Music, artworks, fumos, the works. But even though I've known touhou for so long... I've never actually got to play much of the original games. I have only played th06 and I didn't even manage to complete it on any diff.
"But why?" You may be wondering.
The answer for that is: I don't know. I honestly don't know.
I have played lots and lots of fangames (playing lotus labyrinth right now, for example) but I never felt compelled or motivated enough to pick up the series to play, not even because I don't enjoy it, much on the contrary, I have a lot of fun with it! Even though I'm bad, I never got demotivated because of its difficulty (because, let's be honest, if you pick up touhou, you pick it up knowing it's hard). I just don't feel "interested" enough, so to speak. And it hits me hard because I feel weird by playing all these touhou themed games but never having the courage to just play the damn originals once in a while.
I know it's a weird topic to bring up, but I've been thinking about it for a while now, and I had to put it out on words. What do you think?
So, I've been into touhou for roughly 3 years now, and I like and consume stuff around it quite frequently. Music, artworks, fumos, the works. But even though I've known touhou for so long... I've never actually got to play much of the original games. I have only played th06 and I didn't even manage to complete it on any diff.
"But why?" You may be wondering.
The answer for that is: I don't know. I honestly don't know.
I have played lots and lots of fangames (playing lotus labyrinth right now, for example) but I never felt compelled or motivated enough to pick up the series to play, not even because I don't enjoy it, much on the contrary, I have a lot of fun with it! Even though I'm bad, I never got demotivated because of its difficulty (because, let's be honest, if you pick up touhou, you pick it up knowing it's hard). I just don't feel "interested" enough, so to speak. And it hits me hard because I feel weird by playing all these touhou themed games but never having the courage to just play the damn originals once in a while.
I know it's a weird topic to bring up, but I've been thinking about it for a while now, and I had to put it out on words. What do you think?