Moriya Shrine | Source for all things Touhou

why so?

I feel like the way I act and the way I interact with others will always push them away either because I'm being an asshole or because I'm being somewhat creepy even though I just wanna make people feel better about themselves

general lack of motivation and no aptitude for things makes me feel like people don't want me around or that I might just be deadweight if I'm needed to assist on something

and also because I'm just a piece of shit in general

Okay no you're a good person dude and very fun to play with/talk to, the "somewhat creepy" thing is just people and their boundaries. Me personally I like you just the way you are and all of your affection.

I'll finish this in dms if you want